Nirvana

i think the title itself pretty much sums it up
it was quiz week.
Initially I had this thought, “might as well don’t go church for 1 week”
in the end i still went.
and God works in supernatural ways.
Message for CG was spot on and sunday service was great as well.
I’ve found my answers.
I’m glad that JX once said this,
“No matter how dry you are spiritually, just keep serving, keep attending church, you will find your solutions there.”

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无奈

刚站起来的我,受了沉重的打击.
虽然是肺腑之言,听了还是很不是自在.
我知我先天条件不佳,我还是可以努力.但我在努力的当儿,残酷的事实又摆在我眼前.
我的皮肤.
我知我肤质很差,我尝试了,我努力了,但我还是在原地打转.
我的气味.
我知道那是一直都存在的,会有人直接对我说,也就应该蛮严重了.
我不知要做什么.
我已不知要如何应付.
虽然相识不久,我还是要感谢拥有这些可以让我坦白的朋友.

tonight

After tonight. What am i thinking, to be floating around other ogs. Instead of just whining away at how united other ogs are, why am i not uniting my own og? Its not that the group dynamics is not there,it was jus plainly my fault. Being one of the cogs in this group, i should be the one rallying and uniting the group, why am i not doing it and floating around other ogs?

Doors again, should I step right in without consideration?
I need resolutions.
Such a post on such an occasion filled night.

Please open up my eyes to the unseen,
I need more vision.
Tell me what to do,
pour down more love from the heavens, so i can love the people more.
2Eccl 1

我像谁?

之前有许多人一直在说我像某某某某名星,某某某某朋友,但一直都没有确实的名字或照片.但就在今天,又有人说我像某某人,而且还很明确地指出是台湾组合K One 里的其中一员.从来没什么听过K One 的我就在此特地做了个小小的调查.. =D

第一是K One 的 Gino:

这个凶巴巴的脸怎么可能像我呢?

再来是 Darren:

论发型,脸型都有相当大的差别. 不可能是他.

后来是 JR:

他看起来太小孩子气啦,看起来又比我胖. 我可是名副其实的竹竿!

立揚:

不知怎么说,看到他有种不自在的感觉.还是那一句,哪点像我?

最后就是 Kido:

看起来好像30岁的前辈.

最后再作个比较.我哪像他们啊?还是我比较帅气,充满活力!哈哈哈哈 (:
(如果对我的分析或对调查里有任何强烈的意见都欢迎你来发表XD)

元:得失在我们的生命里真的那么重要吗?
无论我们是谁,选择了什么路还,得珍惜眼前的福,别刻意去注意那些我们已失去,因为有我们的缺陷我们才跟能体会与珍惜我们所有的一切一切,这不就是我们一直在追求的最佳平衡点吗?

Repetition

hi ppl ^^, I realised I’ve been neglecting my potato-eating audience for a very long time, so here goes some Engrishh… heheh.

Not in the right mind to organise any sentence structure, so do bear with me =/
Been in school for 4 weeks. Must say that its really been a blast from all the rArA: camp, outings, suppers, running, late nights, IBGs, hall events, cheerleading (omg why am i in here).
!! Caught my first ever prawn(and only one) tonight @ the hall prawning session, was celebrating and giving a huge sign of relief upon the catch as i carelessly proclaimed that “i won’t go back and sleep till i catch one”. HAHAHA, and there i was brimming with delight even when i was boarding the bus back, silly me ~_~.

Really fortunate to be in Hall V, though in other people’s standards its just some worker living quarters, but i really feel at home here, with a twitch of kampong feel in my “quarters”.
With all the buzz going around, i am now in the 4th week of school, and i haven’t really been mugging at all.
Focus kl, focus.
The power of repetition often works and i hope it will work on me this time round – Study study study study study study study!

苦瓜

有很多人在埋怨,我也曾经埋怨过: 为什么商业系这么轻松,时间表那么空.
工程系的时间表被排得满满满满的.进度又非常地快,作业也排山倒海地来.

我们从另一个角度想想吧.表面上商业系学生看起来很空闲,但他们也有他们的课目要读,报告要完成.加上几乎每个科目都有项目作业要完成.还有不同的期限要达成.组员,更加难搞吧.碰到好人还好,碰到那些懒惰虫,闹变扭的人,每开一次会议就等于绕地狱一回.
完美的大学生涯就被毁了.
所以他们也不好过.

我们就各自吃自己的苦瓜吧.

想想吧.

在慢慢适应这里的生活,过得还不错.
第一学期似初级学院,读的科目都很相似.
功课像小溪似的不断地流下来..
一直被很多选择困扰,但现在想通了.
最近在课上得到了提醒,就在这分享一下吧.
可能我们现在都很忙碌,一直不知在为什么而赶.时间就这样过去了.
有时我们可以放慢脚步,以完全不同的角度,来观看我们周围的事物.
看看自己走的路是明确的?还是无知?只有自己才晓吧.
我们天天都有着不同大大小小的抉择,等我们去挑,也许你只在愁明天要穿哪件衣服,或可能在考虑要不要放弃梦想,不管是什么,
希望你在这充满十字路口的旅程勇敢地往前迈进吧!
所谓船到桥头自然直嘛.总之别担心太多吧.

累

渐渐可以开始自己慢慢的被撕开.
功课与宿舍都在呼唤着我,让我真的不知往哪走.
压力全来了. 我需要多点时间,
给我点启示吧.

地方

我是抱着观察者的心态来到这陌生的地方.这地方表面看起来人很多,十分热闹,但在这喧闹里让我看到了许多细小的隙缝.被困在里面的人反而在这地方显得更加寂寞..
我本想承认这是一个正当的休闲场所;我看到了许多快乐的脸孔,听见了许多笑声.好,是一个可以让人发泄的地方.但是,正当我在记载下这一切的同时(在我手机上),在我正前方就有两对男女搂搂抱抱的,又亲又抱,没完没了,完全失去人该有的仪态.你可以说我思想落后保守,但在大庭广众前此举动成何体统?!
在舞厅上,每人都在那狭小的空间里,跟着那些音乐起舞,挤来挤去,汗味熏天,很不是滋味.
人在这酒精与旋律交加的幻境里翩翩起舞,过后又被酒精折腾,又吐又呕,又何苦?
我不知还有什么黑暗的事我还没见过, 我也没有从游此地的打算.
你把过度的音响,夸张的明亮度与过量的酒精搓成一块,就是这地方了.